Next up on the “to meet” list.
“Interviewer: If you could be ordinary, without bipolar disorder, would you choose that? Oh, yeah. (Laughs.) I absolutely would. I think many people with a chronic illness would prefer not to have their chronic illness, simply because it’s high maintenance. With a mental illness, it’s confusing. It’s disorienting. It’s profoundly psychologically affecting. It affects your identity. It affects your feeling about who you get to be in society, because there is an enormous stigma attached to it. I don’t think anyone would choose to be associated with something that many people see as helpless, hopeless, freakish. However, the flip side of that is having this illness has really forced me to become extremely responsible. It also really forces me to be very, very conscious of other people. It may have given me, not some super-special empathy, but a certain amount of empathy. It isn’t hard for me to imagine other people in trouble. I’m not real judgmental because of it, I think. And like any big challenge in a life, it strengthens you. I think I’ve gotten a little toughened up because of it.”
